Pamela, you are in my thoughts continually. I find it so hard to believe that you have gone. I miss you every minute of the day and have covered the house with pictures of your beautiful smiling face to help me feel closer to you. I hope you are at peace and no longer suffering from your terrible disease. I will never ever forget the wonderful time we had together and feel blessed for the time we shared but also cheated for the time we lost. I love you my darling and will forever. Nick xxx