Hello my dearest darling Pamela
It’s a whole year since you succumbed to your dreadful illness. It seems hard to believe that this much time has passed. I have found it very difficult to cope without you at times, but have forced myself on as I’m sure that is what you would want me to do. I have visited your grave at least every week to talk to you and put flowers & plants on it. You are still in my thoughts all the time and I look at the pictures I have of you and thank you for the wonderful years we had together. I was so lucky to have been married to such a kind, loving & beautiful girl. I do miss you so much.
With all my everlasting love my darling.  Nick xxxxx