My dearest most treasured Pamela. A year has passed since I laid you to rest here amongst the trees & flowers of Woodlands Rest at the Crematorium.

It has been a year of sadness & grief for me as I still miss you so very very much. You are continually in my thoughts as I worry that I failed you in some way. I wish so very much that I could hold your hand & look into those beautiful eyes again, put my arm around you and pull you close to me & feel your warmth. You were my world my darling & in many ways you still are & will be forever. My heart leaps with joy & then sadness when I gaze at the many pictures of you that adorn our house. They are small compensation for the space you left. 

I will come and see you today for a chat as I do every week & bring you fresh flowers. I love you my darling for now & ever more.